I can do it!

Email sent, 3 more work to go before I can get down to my cluster lesson plan proper!

Had a saddening day in school, not sure if it's my pms or if I'm starting to feel lousy about work again. Nonetheless, i shall try my best to overcome these obstacles! After all, every job is accompanied with his and her own challenges, so I shall be more optimistic about myself.

Limin! Be kind and loving, inject humor and everyone will love u! U can do it!!:)

Really hope I can improve on my classroom management as well as my approach in talking to difficult students too!

I'm starting to find talking to Marco a chore due to his constant shouting and unwillingness to cooperate. He basically still acts like a big baby despite his age. Must remind myself to be calm and firm during lessons and smile more.

Stomped out of school at 230pm becos the environment in the staff room was so pessimistic... I'm not sure what happened but I could sense the sadness from the teacher who was complaining quite loudly for everyone to listen. I rmb vividly a sentence,"我不出声不代表我是病猫!" dunno if she is ok now but I'm glad I left early to break myself from the moody environment.

Went to interchange to get my "happy meal"! Koi red tea macchiato and fried carrot cake:) they are fattening but it filled my stomach and gave me a nice nap:) happy food rocks!:)

Tmr will be a better day!! Yes!

Slacking is good...

But is too much slacking giving me headache? :p

Probably im just procrastinating too much... Down to work limin!!

Disappointed...

But i can only wish for him to have better times ahead... If not, it's really tiring to have two battled souls being together...

Prioritising work

Finish lesson plan, ask regarding reflections then plan piano schedule!

Fighting! W a sleepy president next to me:p

SNSD Paparazzi

I watch this 3 days late from the date of its release! but nvm tt, cos im so happy that the music video of SNSD's paparazzi is finally out!! Yay!!

double yay to double happiness as there are two video versions of the same song! one with an introduction accompanied by "singing in the rain" and the other focusing on the dance! both are great and i think it is a really smart move from sm ent!

love the song and the dance! its great to hear that everyone has a more equal share of the song parts, especially since most of the dancers sang minimally in recent songs. the only qualm is probably the overly synthesized voices; it is hard to recognise the singer just by listening to the audio and taeyeon's lines r too few in this song:( nonetheless, the song is catchy and upbeat, very snsd style:) 

i thought i also saw one or two familiar dance moves from their previous song (mr taxi? not too sure! heehee) i love tt yoona is in the center most of the time as it brings back reminiscence of their debut and genie days. hope to see yoona, yuri and seohyun standing in the center of the group again:)

yay once more to the new snsd song! this song is definitely on repeat mode in my phone!!:)

I called...

And it wasn't easy, but I did it:)) *pat on the back*

I weeped over the fact tt I still have to be in service for probably 10 more weeks or more...

But I shall continue to count my blessings and try to juggle the ginormous amount of school work and piano lessons for these two thunderous months until the day I officially bid farewell to that depressing place.

To the closet person to me, be ready for more nonsense from an unhappy baby:(

I hate this!!

Why do I even have to go back for two months?

But what to do??:( I still want to have my cert:(