Flashbacks...

se*lene zh*ang

s*cmt*05

el*la n*gia*m

mich*elle n*gia*m 

fe*line aka zhi*me*i

ke*nny 

h*eng p*eiy*an

m*a*nson y*ip 

Googled my jc days and it led to a long tread of trolling... 

I'm still amazed at how some of them eventually know each other due to work, I'm amazed how some of them were best friends but never kept in contact anymore. 

I wonder what happened to their friendship. I wonder what happened to my friendship with one of them, and I'm not close with the rest to begin with so nothing much to continue about. 

I'm curious and amazed at how we have grown. Can you believe that this is going to be my 28th year on earth? It hasnt been easy and I believe there will be even more obstacles and challenges and wonderful great memories to be build. 

Wow, growing up is really so interesting. There are simply too many things to experience and to learn! 

I'm glad to have this blog to pen down my thoughts... although I'm not sure who's reading and I hope this continues to be a safe haven. 

I'm blessed to have my group of close girl friends who listen to me, who talk and msg and meet up w me and who feel so comfortable to be with whenever we meet up. Time never tore us apart, our friendship only become stronger:) 

I'm blessed to have my bf, my fiancé and my best friend:) I love him alot. 

And I'm blessed to be able to spread my love for music. Today hasn't been good probably due to my post holidays mood and probably due to my p*iles... but I know tmr onwards I will regain my composure to do well in classes and in lessons:) 

I can do it:) 

I never forget you lah...

Just tt I have been more active at dayre. Cos over there there'r more babies to stalk, like fighter and dash arh! 

Hahahahaha! 

Love reading posts about them! So cute! *auntie mode on*

Had a long day in sch... Only had two 1 period breaks in the midst of 12 teaching periods. And straight after tt we had music training conducted by... Moi... 

Really shagged, not my best performance but I hope I have shared enough for the teachers to feel more inspired in changing the ways they teach music and to do it in a more engaging manner:) 

Nursing a terrible headache now, luckily there's no plans tonight. Looking forward to hugging the bf:) starting to miss his smell and his smile:) 

K gtg bath now... *waves bye bye*

Snuffle

Have been sneezing alot lately...

Last count was a continuous 6 mega sneeze along the way to school. Sniff... Body is now on holidays although the mind is in school. 

Got to eat healthy to keep the body fit! Muesli, oat and granola! Idea idea idea!!

Thanks to friends:)

I believe everyday will only become better:) 

I love you girls!!!

Well...

Some teachers tend to stay till late in school everyday. 

And I'm slowly seeing some characteristics among these pple...

Firstly, uncommitted. They have no relationship commitments and have too much time in hand. 

Secondly, the unwanted marriage. They got into a marriage that is filled with no happiness and prefer to stay in school to seek solace and comfort outside home. 

Thirdly, i-got-husband-to-come-to-fetch-me wife. Comfortable work load, comfortable status = more time to chat with other teachers before my husband fetches me. 

Fourth, the-longer-i-stay-the-more-hardworking-I-seem pple. When you pass by these pple's desks, you may see them surfing facebook, watching shows on YouTube and having shut eye moments. 

Choices of life, to each of our own. But no matter, just dont do things against your conscious! Live a life that is peace worthy and harmonious.

Had a great time last week before coming back to the land of bitches... True music making and had alot of great conversations with many fellow music teachers. Brain draining and tiring due to the musicology and long train rides, but extremely fulfilling. 

I love music:) I love music making:) 

Insomnia

Thanks to work and endless work

I am going to survive and prove to you i can survive. 

A bigger world out there...

And I should learn to persevere for another year so that I can move on to learn from another place and hopefully be able to find closer friends and adapt better there. 

I can be better and I must not give up. I am good, but to be better, I must learn to push on and take things as they come. 

I can do it.