139 days

My dear girl was swooping her right hand like practising 降龙十八掌 to stop the daddy from giving her the milk bottle. Lolx, what a cute way of telling daddy she doesn't need milk. 

You are so cute baby!! 

And thank you for soothing yourself to sleep for the past two naps. Daddy was still mentioning how proud he felt when he saw you moving your head from left to right to sooth yourself to sleep... it has been a long way from how you were when you were young and needed a lot of help to sleep.  Mummy remembered laying on bed motionlessly while you koala bear mummy to sleep in your initial months. 

138 days & 4.5 months

Whew, had a tough night last night as baby was feeling hungry and I couldn't nurse her enough to make her satisfied. Only realized baby needed more milk when she woke up again in the morning at 7am. No wonder she kept tossing and turning for a long time after I nursed her at 3 plus am and 5 plus am.  Mummy will feed you from bottle the next time this happens again k! Thankfully for hubby who woke up in the morning to bottle feed baby, if not this zombiefied mummy couldn't have enough energy to drag herself out of the bed to heat up the EBM and prepare the bottle. Oh man, the woes of waking up non stop in the middle of the night. 

11.15am  Baby and mummy are finally both awake! And as usual, baby woke up first then gave mummy some morning "back massage". Shiok worx...  Finally fully awake and giving baby my usual "good morning" greetings, hugs and kisses, mummy must hug and kiss you more now before you grow up and start rejecting mummy's hugs and kisses. Haha!  Gave baby tummy time to play with her toys while I prepared her bath and did my morning duties for my body. Haha!  11.45am  Bath time! You are growing too big for the bath tub baby! Maybe we can ask daddy to get a bigger bath tub for you to splash splash in ok? You made the entire floor so wet from your splashing, mummy is so glad you love bathing! Bath well and stay healthy and clean baby :)  And oh yah, you look so cute in your deer and bambi romper! We will wear more of this before you grow out of it yah :)  1pm Oops, accidentally woke baby up cos I had to put the undrank milk bottles back into the fridge before they turn bad. Delatched baby and quickly bring the bottles to the fridge and tadah, baby cannot go back to sleep. Had a talk with her about learning to sleep on her own so that mummy can eat, bathe and poop, dunno whether she understands or not. Oh well, play time for you baby!  Put her in her jungle gym and saw her using both hands to grab two toys simultaneously! So cute!! I saw her doing something with hubby yesterday, but seeing it again today is still as delightful. Am I obsessed with my baby??  She also managed to bring the toy bear and toy dog together, making them "kiss" each other. Lolx, so endearing. And she did her usual licking and biting, trying to eat the bear's buttock and legs. This girl arh... no wonder she coughs so much, I think she is trying to cough out the fur balls she has eaten.  2.12pm Baby self soothed herself to sleep. Thank you for hearing mummy and letting mummy have time to eat lunch, poop and bathe. You are so understanding despite your young age. Mummy loves you. Later mummy will help you to sleep better if you can't link your first cycle to your second cycle k? *hugs* 

Hello it's been a long time!

And I'm not going to bother to change the capital L from the blog title thanks to stupid autocorrect. Iphone you fail. *edit: managed to bother to change, haha*

Lolx! The last time I wrote something here, I was still single but attached, getting ready for my wedding and working. Now I'm married, a stay at home wife and a mum!! My baby is 137 days old today, hee!! 

Contnuing from the previous post... wedding was a blast. Everything went so smoothly that day thanks to everyone who helped, especially my sis in law's MIL's team of MUA, videographers and photographers who made me look good despite how ugly I am, haha! 

So many pple came and attended our wedding, I'm so grateful and touched. Only one table was empty due to my husband's funny relative who is good at blowing things out of proportion... haha! 

Most importantly, the guests enjoyed the food and the montages! Nothing beats providing good food and entertainment to our dearest relatives and friends, it is really the least we can do to thank them for being part of this impt moment of our lives. 

Maybe shall upload and share the montages online one day, everything's on the laptop and I'm blogging on the phone so yah... 

Many thoughts going on in my mind but I realized if I don't publish this soon I'm going to take another month or so to truly complete this post. Another day, toodles! 

Long time no write dear blog!

Lolx! What a time to be coming back to you, old blog! I'm getting married in around a month's time! Oh those jitters! 

It's now my 3rd June holidays since stepping out of NIE... Which means I'm officially bond free!! Hahaha:) Always crack this joke with my colleagues and friends, well now the joke is gladly on me! Yay I survived! 

After having so many thoughts of quitting in between these three years and even up till now, I can't believe how long I have been procrastinating. I'm really the queen of procrastination and irony, slap me. But I'm glad I pulled through... The sum of breaking the bond is simply to daunting and jaw dropping. Had to keep repeatedly asking myself whether is it worth it or not worth it... Now I guess I know the answer... 

Hit my first 200k in the bank:) I know it's no big deal for many pple, but it is to me. Cos I saved dollars and cents to reach this amount... Maybe could have reached it earlier if I didn't spend so much on clothes and crappy things!! Hahaha:):) oh dear to the shopaholic hormones in me! 

Many uncompleted things for wedding and school, bleah. Shall leave it to the next blog post when I bother to write again. 

It's nice to write for a change!! Feels so liberating and reflective at the same time... Haha! Siaox mode on liaox. Going back to watching my favourite Kang xi and playing my latest addiction... Tsum tsum!! 

Till the next time blog, xoxo

Possible gifts for the boyfriend

- overnight long socks

- work bag 

- underwear 

- wallet 

- name card wallet

Happy Boxing Day!!

Hello! Long time no see and no write! 

Hehe:p Life with the iPhone 4 was restrictive due to the lack of memory and I had to practically delete all apps:( 

I'm writing this blog post on the new phone:) the most expensive Xmas gift I have given myself! Can't wait to explore more apps with this phone and maximize its usage. 

Shall sign off for a while to get a lot of work done! School's starting:) a new year, a new start:) 

Hope to start 2015 right and stay strong and steady throughout😊 I can do this💪

Flashbacks...

se*lene zh*ang

s*cmt*05

el*la n*gia*m

mich*elle n*gia*m 

fe*line aka zhi*me*i

ke*nny 

h*eng p*eiy*an

m*a*nson y*ip 

Googled my jc days and it led to a long tread of trolling... 

I'm still amazed at how some of them eventually know each other due to work, I'm amazed how some of them were best friends but never kept in contact anymore. 

I wonder what happened to their friendship. I wonder what happened to my friendship with one of them, and I'm not close with the rest to begin with so nothing much to continue about. 

I'm curious and amazed at how we have grown. Can you believe that this is going to be my 28th year on earth? It hasnt been easy and I believe there will be even more obstacles and challenges and wonderful great memories to be build. 

Wow, growing up is really so interesting. There are simply too many things to experience and to learn! 

I'm glad to have this blog to pen down my thoughts... although I'm not sure who's reading and I hope this continues to be a safe haven. 

I'm blessed to have my group of close girl friends who listen to me, who talk and msg and meet up w me and who feel so comfortable to be with whenever we meet up. Time never tore us apart, our friendship only become stronger:) 

I'm blessed to have my bf, my fiancé and my best friend:) I love him alot. 

And I'm blessed to be able to spread my love for music. Today hasn't been good probably due to my post holidays mood and probably due to my p*iles... but I know tmr onwards I will regain my composure to do well in classes and in lessons:) 

I can do it:)