The queen beer attacks again...

Aka the old lady who is unmarried and super free and hence find solace at work and joy in gossiping and tell tale to the higher management. 

Well lady... Firstly, I am waiting to talk to my ro for close to one hour. You can leave your gossips till later in the day when people are less occupied. 

Secondly, if you are gossiping about me behind my back, next to my desk and to my ro for your pleasure. Please reflect about your actions and remind yourself why you are a spinster at this age. 

Thirdly, you are going to retire soon. Please accumulate more karma so that you don't have to pray so much for forgiveness. You commit all the crimes and then ask for forgiveness. Then why don't you just don't be so mean and critical in the first place...

Dear miss spinster queen bee, please stop making the staff room such a pessimistic environment to stay in. School is tiring enough... We seriously don't need extra nonsense from pple like you. 

... GET A LIFE!

Urgh! 

Left school after 30 mins today cos of terrible rashes... 

I really wonder wat's wrong with my body! All these things keep appearing now and then! It's... Scaring me! 

Now wondering if this will spread to my fiancé. And in scratching myself all over! Yucks! 

Bitchy...

Man? 

Ever seen one in your life? I have my share! Glad he is leaving soon! 

Tsk tsk! Man up! Suit up! Be a man!

Come to think of it... Can't blame him... Cos he has not worked outside this industry before.

Haix... Hard to find a true man in this environment... 

I had to get this off my mind...

The sight of three gossipy women hurdling together and letting yelps of sniggering remarks and giggles at the back of the staff room. 

This is probably a common sight every where. And this is the sight that makes me feel insecure. 

Are they talking about me? Are they speaking bad about me? Even if its not about me, who can they be talking about this time? I'm human, im curious. 

It's clear to me that gossips are inevitable. Sometimes I talk about others behind their backs, both negative and positive. But I think my words are less harsh and since I'm a small fry, my words make very little impact to the pple who listen to me.

But these groups of gossipy women behind the staff room are blant and fake. Even the children of one of these women are just like herself. Their words are not encouraging and whatever anyone does, they give only criticisms and no advice for problems. 

Reality is many of such critical pple survive very well in workplaces. They talk alot, they gain popularity and are well liked by others. Most probably bcos pple dun dare to offend their poisonous mouth. But... Most of them are only blessed with the gab of words. Their work capabilities are overpowered by their over critical mind. 

Shit to have so many negative pple around in the office. Instead of working for the well being of the pupils, they talk more about gossips. Tsk! Shame on you pple! Dare call yourself an educator!

Maybe tt's why this school is in such dire state!

But got slight improvement in pupils' behaviour! Especially those in my music classes! I'm so happy:) good music teaching really can improve a child's learning style!:) 

I'm good Xp

Sianx...

Thanks to my niece and nephews. That pesky kid kept calling for the hypocrite the moment they entered the house. I seriously hate that big kid. His piggy nose and his disrespectful attitude. 

Next time shall praise the second and third kids unreservedly! You will regret raging the tigeress! 

Back to sch!

For staff meetings... Well, string ensemble didn't get a new teacher this semester. 

Seriously?? We waited for four months! Dun bull me and expect me to be nice. This kind of pple pisses me off and strengthen my desire to throw the letter. 

Tsk! Such poor management! No Thanks to U! 

But on a happy note, I'm back on my bed to rest! Shall rest early... Starting to feel tired liaoz... Zzzzz

End of June holidays...

It's not the end of the holidays for the pupils yet... But it is for most teachers! Well... At least for me! 

I have been in school a few times this holidays while taking long periods of rest aka sleep this June holidays. Spent alot of time following the bf while he is working, teaching piano and slacking on the bed. 

This holidays I talked more to my parents. I read a storybook and I practised piano once. And went Malaysia a number of times with the bf for work and play. 

I will miss this relaxing mood, I think I'm going to have a hard time sleeping tonight. Its going to be difficult to kick this month long habit. But I will:) 

This semester I strive to be as calm as possible, to be direct in my instructions, to be amiable with my Ro and colleagues, to be professional in my teaching and work.

This second half of the year I strive to be more patient to my piano students, to teach with a nice tone and to help them to attain good results in their examinations. I must promise to be more motivational and encouraging! Sweets and all:) 

Limin! It's two years till the end of the bond. Smile and embrace life:)