I never forget you lah...

Just tt I have been more active at dayre. Cos over there there'r more babies to stalk, like fighter and dash arh! 

Hahahahaha! 

Love reading posts about them! So cute! *auntie mode on*

Had a long day in sch... Only had two 1 period breaks in the midst of 12 teaching periods. And straight after tt we had music training conducted by... Moi... 

Really shagged, not my best performance but I hope I have shared enough for the teachers to feel more inspired in changing the ways they teach music and to do it in a more engaging manner:) 

Nursing a terrible headache now, luckily there's no plans tonight. Looking forward to hugging the bf:) starting to miss his smell and his smile:) 

K gtg bath now... *waves bye bye*

Snuffle

Have been sneezing alot lately...

Last count was a continuous 6 mega sneeze along the way to school. Sniff... Body is now on holidays although the mind is in school. 

Got to eat healthy to keep the body fit! Muesli, oat and granola! Idea idea idea!!

Thanks to friends:)

I believe everyday will only become better:) 

I love you girls!!!

Well...

Some teachers tend to stay till late in school everyday. 

And I'm slowly seeing some characteristics among these pple...

Firstly, uncommitted. They have no relationship commitments and have too much time in hand. 

Secondly, the unwanted marriage. They got into a marriage that is filled with no happiness and prefer to stay in school to seek solace and comfort outside home. 

Thirdly, i-got-husband-to-come-to-fetch-me wife. Comfortable work load, comfortable status = more time to chat with other teachers before my husband fetches me. 

Fourth, the-longer-i-stay-the-more-hardworking-I-seem pple. When you pass by these pple's desks, you may see them surfing facebook, watching shows on YouTube and having shut eye moments. 

Choices of life, to each of our own. But no matter, just dont do things against your conscious! Live a life that is peace worthy and harmonious.

Had a great time last week before coming back to the land of bitches... True music making and had alot of great conversations with many fellow music teachers. Brain draining and tiring due to the musicology and long train rides, but extremely fulfilling. 

I love music:) I love music making:) 

Insomnia

Thanks to work and endless work

I am going to survive and prove to you i can survive. 

A bigger world out there...

And I should learn to persevere for another year so that I can move on to learn from another place and hopefully be able to find closer friends and adapt better there. 

I can be better and I must not give up. I am good, but to be better, I must learn to push on and take things as they come. 

I can do it.

The irony..

Of being out of school. 

I enjoy myself more, i enjoy talking to people. I feel more accepted... I feel more at ease with myself. 

I feel that life is less judgemental to me... I'm more willing to mix around and take the initiative to talk more. 

That's the irony of life isn't it? When you are in the pile of shit, you complain non stop. When you are in a new pile of shit, you learn from your mistakes and try to make the best out of the new shit. 

You get me?