Future?

Booming influx of more people, causing congestion and uptightness everywhere.

People start to be selfish, to ensure their survivability. Self centered behaviours will become a norm.

Gradually, we start detaching ourselves from people and surroundings to find privacy and space we can call our own. We maintain distance to protect ourselves from ruthless and selfish people.

Everyone take each day in their own stride; the heart is burdened with so much pressure and stress that empathy and sympathetic thoughts are ignored.

We live each day for ourselves, putting a fake front of people to survive, but swallowing otherwise thoughts in fear of being out casted.

At home, we cry to release the bottled up thoughts. We start to forget how to express freely. We keep to ourselves so much, that it is difficult to translate inner thoughts into verbal words.

We may be always surrounded by people, but the sense of loneliness is still engulfing the soul. So why? Why are we so alone in this populous place?

The body is an empty carcass, with a dreaded soul. The nation withers into nothing, into a place of uninspired and uninitiated people.

Why has the happy days gone to?

Passion?

Maybe... But it's clearer to me that i just want to try my best in conducting every lesson which engage and are enjoyable to my pupils.

I can't engage everyone... But I will try

I can't make everyone like music... But I hope at least make music classes a lesson pupils do not feel bored in.

It's a tough job

The mind is starting to feel tired and stressed out all over again. Please give me the energy to survive this week and the lesson observation next Monday.

I will conduct an impressive engaging class that the vice principal likes. The pupils will be cooperative and be able to sing and follow instructions well and maintain their behaviours throughout the lesson.

Please let me have the strength to teach my piano kids at my best before their big piano exams next week:)

Best lesson observation limin! You can do it!

It's starting to feel a lot like...

Happy Chinese new year!!

It is so packed at sheng shiong and ntuc!! Hahaha:) everyone's buying all the food and goodies! Seeing the bustle and hustle makes me feel better, despite the lost of my voice:(

And I'm super happy I cut my hair! Looks so much neater! Thumbs up limin! Need to find time to trim the eyebrow and buy piano books and book piano studio:( last minute rrruuuusssshhhhhh!!!!

Happy Chinese new year! Stay healthy and happy!:)

Cough my lungs out...

Is not as bad as having a blocked nose which prevents you from smelling food and tasting how sumptuous they are...

My nose works in a rather funny manner, only one side will be blocked at a time. And each side will take turn to be blocked... Eh huh... Not funny nose...

I want my nose back!!!

Tuas...

Accompanied the bf to collect goods from their Tuas branch...

Staying alone in the truck w the doors locked but I'm still afraid the Indian workers might barge in... So I'm carrying a pen knife too.

There are more than hundreds of them staying in the cramp factories space... As much as I pity them, I can't help but to be reminded of the raping incident in India that shocked the world.

One cannot be too careful at these places, especially at night... Glad to be able to find a penknife and hold it in my hands.

Can't wait to get out of here...

Sick again...

Nothing better to update... Lolx...

Just woke up from the sleep after taking the cough medicine. Still coughing hard and the nose is still blocked:(

And the voice is still lost somewhere out there:( Haix, what to do!! Cant talk, can't speak loudly...

Starting to fear for my work review... I want to return back to school, but the pupils might climb on top of me if I can't talk aloud. Dilemma...

K, got to go back to sleep. The head is dizzy again, limin be strong!!! Get healthy soon!!