Had stomach cramps the whole of last night until 5am. Got up giddy for school and my bones were sore for the entire day... Was giving my best for all the lessons but the fever and the muscle aches were not helping.
Now I'm stuck in bed, feeling too sore to stand up. Have I contracted some kind of dengue or virus attack?
Wednesday 31 October 2012
Monday 29 October 2012
Can't sleep...
Thanks to fever and the never ending sneezing! The watery mucus just keeps flowing from the nose like the running tap I see on tv:(
Why am I feeling so sick nowadays?
Still have to go for work tmr:( Urgh! Flu flu, go away!!!
Why am I feeling so sick nowadays?
Still have to go for work tmr:( Urgh! Flu flu, go away!!!
Sunday 28 October 2012
Seriously...
The teachers and the management in this school is the reason why the pupils are not receiving quality education.
If u have a colleague who only knows how to wayang at the boss, give things super last minute, talk bad behind people's back and expect instructions to be given to her at the promptest time when she does otherwise, please tell me how good the working environment can be... Especially when majority of the pple in this school behave this way.
I think it is not surprising that such pple can survive well in any environment, they are selfish enough to take care of their own benefits and bring others down to make themselves look good.
But these people can create such a pessimistic aura to the environment that only these selfish people themselves will enjoy. That might be what an ex colleague was trying to bring across. She mentioned that the staff room feels so gloomy all the time that she can't wait for classes to end so that she can get out of this sad place ASAP.
Well, I can't wait to quit. That's for sure. But if I do so now, the bond will deplete half of my savings and I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with it:(
If u have a colleague who only knows how to wayang at the boss, give things super last minute, talk bad behind people's back and expect instructions to be given to her at the promptest time when she does otherwise, please tell me how good the working environment can be... Especially when majority of the pple in this school behave this way.
I think it is not surprising that such pple can survive well in any environment, they are selfish enough to take care of their own benefits and bring others down to make themselves look good.
But these people can create such a pessimistic aura to the environment that only these selfish people themselves will enjoy. That might be what an ex colleague was trying to bring across. She mentioned that the staff room feels so gloomy all the time that she can't wait for classes to end so that she can get out of this sad place ASAP.
Well, I can't wait to quit. That's for sure. But if I do so now, the bond will deplete half of my savings and I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with it:(
Wednesday 24 October 2012
who, what, when, where and why
hate it whenever the father needs to use the car when i need it to go for my piano lessons... now i got to postpone the lessons. i know the parents are ok with the postpone but the sense of guilt still lingers within me for a long time whenever this happens.
sigh... shall buy myself a good car when i become a full time piano teacher in the future so that the bf and i can have a vehicle of our own and dun need to worry about the availability of the car.
just watched a wongfu video and it got me thinking alot. i think this is why i like wongfu's scripts so much? the scenarios are so closely linked to our experiences and daily lifes that it is so easy to see the connection and build some rapport with the characters inside the videos...
i love wongfu, and there was one sunday afternoon i remembered keeping myself at home, watching and re-watching many wongfu videos. it wasn't a productive day but i remembered smiling, crying and laughing alot:) the videos are that good:)
somehow, im glad to have some personal time now. there are so much things going on in my life nowadays that i want to pen out... i wanna write about how i was as a child, how exams are like nowadays... how psle marking was like, and my bf's birthday which passed more than one week ago. I wan to write about how working adults are like, the characteristics of certain pple in my office and how i feel about my job now. there are just so much things going on in my mind, and i feel like penning them down so that i can better reflect on my current status.
but after watching the latest wongfu video, i have the urge to write about something more personal...
i feel like writing about the who, what, when, where and why boys throughout my 26 years of life... inspired by wongfu video "the last".
who
who i love was a boy from my postgraduate days...
who was the man that everyone loves. who was everyone's man. the pain in my heart is still fresh from all the wonderful memories curved out during my nie days.
who was the reason why my nie days were filled with happiness and laughter.
i love how who always rests his hand across my shoulder, how we always stood so close to each other but yet, no one seems to know how we felt about each other.
it is a kind of nostalgic love that puts a smile across my face every time i think about my nie days. i just hope, we make our feelings clear about each other even though we each belong to someone else's now. i just wan to tell him how he made me felt, and how i could turn back time just to experience all those happiness once more:)
i really love who, i really do:) can we still be close like before?
what
what i love was a boy i knew from the third year of my university days.
we were compatible in all ways, in terms of beliefs, faith, music and life. we were comfortable, but somehow, the spark and bond between the both of us were never so strong that we had to get together.
i will always remember the late nights spend at kbox singing with two other guy friends, of which one loved me but i couldn't reciprocate.
i will always remember the new year's eve spent at mel's place when the rest left the two of us alone to chat along the star lit pathway.
it was romantic to me, but it never happened. he is now working in vietnam, pursuing his dreams of living in a rustic and laid back life. i will miss him, but i am glad i met up with him before he left vietnam.
have a great time in vietnam my old friend:) we still owe each other a high tea session at marina bay sands:)
when
when i love was a boy from my university days.
when was funny and jovial, when was nice when everyone avoided me. when was the man that took care of me when i was at my lowest. when accompanied me through the darkest days of my university life.
i like when, but love? coming to think of it, maybe there was a tinge of it... but we never got together. somehow, time just passed and nothing happened. so, friends we become, and well, i still disturb him as and when i feel stressed at work. hahaha;p
best friend forever bro!:)
where
where i love is the one i loved the most
i knew where since the first three months of my jc days... where was the reason why i gave up my place in tjc to transfer back to tpjc, that precious slot that everyone was vying for... and i gave it up for love. it was a dumb move and it caused my academic results and future.
where was a crush, a huge crush i never got over. i would look for him across the lecture room just to get a glimpse of him, i would keep myself awake and chat with him online till the wee hours of the morning.
where is special, bcos he never left my life.
i love him alot, and now he is the one in my life:)
why
why i love was the boy who hurt me the most.
why was a great friend, he was the first guy i got very close to during my first year in university. he was the first guy who showed genuine interest of me and made me feel special. he was not good looking, but he had the height and that cheeky smile on his face all the time. we shared similar taste in music, namely chinese songs, he would let me listen to his mp3 for the whole day during our mass study while he studies without any entertainment.
we had that spark that never diminished and even now when we do meet, i can still sense his crush on me. but why and i never got together... he is now blissfully married to his first gf of his life, his soul mate whom he shares the same faith and beliefs. and i think that is the reason why we couldnt be together... faith....
my last
my last was where.
my last is where my heart belonged to throughout many years of my adult life.
my last is a man of charisma and suaveness, he is good looking, tall, dark and pleasant.
my last is the man that took away my heart when i was 17 and never returned my heart back to me since.
i love him alot:) and yah, he is my last in my life:)
wow, i cant believe i took 1 hour to write all these. now i wonder how long those hardcore bloggers take to craft their blog entries with all those photo editing.
well:) im glad i wrote to my heart's content and relieve my brain from these thoughts. to the who, what, when, where and why i loved, i really thank you for letting me have the feeling of loving and getting hurt, to put my heart through happiness and pain.
:) shall end off, got to get ready for the next piano lesson at 8pm. cant wait to finish the lesson and rest:) tmr is a longer day ahead... phew! jia you limin:)
sigh... shall buy myself a good car when i become a full time piano teacher in the future so that the bf and i can have a vehicle of our own and dun need to worry about the availability of the car.
just watched a wongfu video and it got me thinking alot. i think this is why i like wongfu's scripts so much? the scenarios are so closely linked to our experiences and daily lifes that it is so easy to see the connection and build some rapport with the characters inside the videos...
i love wongfu, and there was one sunday afternoon i remembered keeping myself at home, watching and re-watching many wongfu videos. it wasn't a productive day but i remembered smiling, crying and laughing alot:) the videos are that good:)
somehow, im glad to have some personal time now. there are so much things going on in my life nowadays that i want to pen out... i wanna write about how i was as a child, how exams are like nowadays... how psle marking was like, and my bf's birthday which passed more than one week ago. I wan to write about how working adults are like, the characteristics of certain pple in my office and how i feel about my job now. there are just so much things going on in my mind, and i feel like penning them down so that i can better reflect on my current status.
but after watching the latest wongfu video, i have the urge to write about something more personal...
i feel like writing about the who, what, when, where and why boys throughout my 26 years of life... inspired by wongfu video "the last".
who
who i love was a boy from my postgraduate days...
who was the man that everyone loves. who was everyone's man. the pain in my heart is still fresh from all the wonderful memories curved out during my nie days.
who was the reason why my nie days were filled with happiness and laughter.
i love how who always rests his hand across my shoulder, how we always stood so close to each other but yet, no one seems to know how we felt about each other.
it is a kind of nostalgic love that puts a smile across my face every time i think about my nie days. i just hope, we make our feelings clear about each other even though we each belong to someone else's now. i just wan to tell him how he made me felt, and how i could turn back time just to experience all those happiness once more:)
i really love who, i really do:) can we still be close like before?
what
what i love was a boy i knew from the third year of my university days.
we were compatible in all ways, in terms of beliefs, faith, music and life. we were comfortable, but somehow, the spark and bond between the both of us were never so strong that we had to get together.
i will always remember the late nights spend at kbox singing with two other guy friends, of which one loved me but i couldn't reciprocate.
i will always remember the new year's eve spent at mel's place when the rest left the two of us alone to chat along the star lit pathway.
it was romantic to me, but it never happened. he is now working in vietnam, pursuing his dreams of living in a rustic and laid back life. i will miss him, but i am glad i met up with him before he left vietnam.
have a great time in vietnam my old friend:) we still owe each other a high tea session at marina bay sands:)
when
when i love was a boy from my university days.
when was funny and jovial, when was nice when everyone avoided me. when was the man that took care of me when i was at my lowest. when accompanied me through the darkest days of my university life.
i like when, but love? coming to think of it, maybe there was a tinge of it... but we never got together. somehow, time just passed and nothing happened. so, friends we become, and well, i still disturb him as and when i feel stressed at work. hahaha;p
best friend forever bro!:)
where
where i love is the one i loved the most
i knew where since the first three months of my jc days... where was the reason why i gave up my place in tjc to transfer back to tpjc, that precious slot that everyone was vying for... and i gave it up for love. it was a dumb move and it caused my academic results and future.
where was a crush, a huge crush i never got over. i would look for him across the lecture room just to get a glimpse of him, i would keep myself awake and chat with him online till the wee hours of the morning.
where is special, bcos he never left my life.
i love him alot, and now he is the one in my life:)
why
why i love was the boy who hurt me the most.
why was a great friend, he was the first guy i got very close to during my first year in university. he was the first guy who showed genuine interest of me and made me feel special. he was not good looking, but he had the height and that cheeky smile on his face all the time. we shared similar taste in music, namely chinese songs, he would let me listen to his mp3 for the whole day during our mass study while he studies without any entertainment.
we had that spark that never diminished and even now when we do meet, i can still sense his crush on me. but why and i never got together... he is now blissfully married to his first gf of his life, his soul mate whom he shares the same faith and beliefs. and i think that is the reason why we couldnt be together... faith....
my last
my last was where.
my last is where my heart belonged to throughout many years of my adult life.
my last is a man of charisma and suaveness, he is good looking, tall, dark and pleasant.
my last is the man that took away my heart when i was 17 and never returned my heart back to me since.
i love him alot:) and yah, he is my last in my life:)
wow, i cant believe i took 1 hour to write all these. now i wonder how long those hardcore bloggers take to craft their blog entries with all those photo editing.
well:) im glad i wrote to my heart's content and relieve my brain from these thoughts. to the who, what, when, where and why i loved, i really thank you for letting me have the feeling of loving and getting hurt, to put my heart through happiness and pain.
:) shall end off, got to get ready for the next piano lesson at 8pm. cant wait to finish the lesson and rest:) tmr is a longer day ahead... phew! jia you limin:)
Friday 12 October 2012
Feeling unwell...
Took an mc this week due to bad flu and inflamed throat. Was feeling dizzy and nauseous on Tuesday morning and decided to take mc and visit the doctor.
Today is Saturday... And I'm starting to feel dizzy all over again:( cancelled 4 classes, now contemplating if I should cancel my 5th and 6th lessons later. Responsibility and money become secondary issues when I feel so sick...
I feel like throwing up... I feel hot all over and the cold weather is not helping:( sigh... Wat is wrong with my body?
Get well soon Limin! It's the weekend!
Today is Saturday... And I'm starting to feel dizzy all over again:( cancelled 4 classes, now contemplating if I should cancel my 5th and 6th lessons later. Responsibility and money become secondary issues when I feel so sick...
I feel like throwing up... I feel hot all over and the cold weather is not helping:( sigh... Wat is wrong with my body?
Get well soon Limin! It's the weekend!
Monday 8 October 2012
So she says...
Something racist and got fired. Many may say it's unfair for the company to fire her due to her personal mistakes and it's too serious to take away her rice bowl.
N*tuc has a pool of mps and employers of high profiles even though its not a stat board or a government agency. This makes it hard to detach the image of an union employee from the government due to its close ties with the cabinet.
Ultimately, even though ntuc may not represent the government... The employees need to ensure tt they are acting in tandem with the gov expectations and beliefs.
These pple are after all her bosses... She could have been more careful with what she share online...
Hahaha, an indirect reminder for myself too:p
N*tuc has a pool of mps and employers of high profiles even though its not a stat board or a government agency. This makes it hard to detach the image of an union employee from the government due to its close ties with the cabinet.
Ultimately, even though ntuc may not represent the government... The employees need to ensure tt they are acting in tandem with the gov expectations and beliefs.
These pple are after all her bosses... She could have been more careful with what she share online...
Hahaha, an indirect reminder for myself too:p
Sunday 7 October 2012
My first ever...
Teacher's day and children's day as a teacher! Haa:) the dates of these two celebrations have been changed from the 1st of sep and oct to the first Friday of sep and oct! Inaugural change!
No holidays for teacher's day this year but oh wells... I just wan my teaching life to be smooth sailing and enjoyable.
Received many presents from my sch and piano pupils! The giraffe soft toy given by my grade 8 student is so cute! I love it so much!! Oh man... Im going to miss this student terribly! She is so guai!! Maybe I shall put the soft toy in my cubicle to cheer myself up:)
Many pupils bought Hershey's and I haven't gotten the chance to eat them yet... Better put them together and keep them in the freezer before they spoil:( can use them to bake cookies!
Children's day was the bomb! Bought pencils for the p1s, jellies for the p2s, chupa chups for the p4s, 5s and 6s, plus extra mentos and snickers for the form and science class.
I'm glad tt I kept within the $50 budget I set for myself. Shall try to get gifts and stationery from tampines big bookshop in the future! Saw quite a number of good deals there:)
Cheer up cheer up:) Stay happy and optimistic:) I can do it:)
No holidays for teacher's day this year but oh wells... I just wan my teaching life to be smooth sailing and enjoyable.
Received many presents from my sch and piano pupils! The giraffe soft toy given by my grade 8 student is so cute! I love it so much!! Oh man... Im going to miss this student terribly! She is so guai!! Maybe I shall put the soft toy in my cubicle to cheer myself up:)
Many pupils bought Hershey's and I haven't gotten the chance to eat them yet... Better put them together and keep them in the freezer before they spoil:( can use them to bake cookies!
Children's day was the bomb! Bought pencils for the p1s, jellies for the p2s, chupa chups for the p4s, 5s and 6s, plus extra mentos and snickers for the form and science class.
I'm glad tt I kept within the $50 budget I set for myself. Shall try to get gifts and stationery from tampines big bookshop in the future! Saw quite a number of good deals there:)
Cheer up cheer up:) Stay happy and optimistic:) I can do it:)
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