It doesn't feel like week 4...
It doesn't feel like it's coming to the end I January.
After hustling in and out of classes and school everyday, i have lost the sense of time and days.
I'm trapped in a time zone of my own, not in tuned with the outside world. Everyday is filled and am busy to the max. I can hardly remember the last time I sat down with my friends to gossip and talk about anything else but work.
As much as I like to teach music, do I want to sustain this kind of lifestyle for a long time? And w the emotional baggage of the well beings of the countless of pupils constantly at the back of every teacher's mind.
This job is not for the weak hearted.
Wednesday 30 January 2013
Sunday 27 January 2013
Clothes woe...
This is real.
I have been looking out for cny clothes nowadays and I'm having a hard time finding something suitable. Cny is coming in two weeks' time and I haven't gotten any new clothes yet.
Shucks.
I want a high collared but not overly hugging Chinese cheong sam top but I can't seem to find a colour which doesn't spell auntie.
Full length cheongsam is not suitable for school and those with flared bottoms are too poofy for me:(
Why my figure not like models?? Boo!
I have been looking out for cny clothes nowadays and I'm having a hard time finding something suitable. Cny is coming in two weeks' time and I haven't gotten any new clothes yet.
Shucks.
I want a high collared but not overly hugging Chinese cheong sam top but I can't seem to find a colour which doesn't spell auntie.
Full length cheongsam is not suitable for school and those with flared bottoms are too poofy for me:(
Why my figure not like models?? Boo!
Saturday 19 January 2013
Ah Choo!
Cold cold saturday! Bbbrrrrrr! It has been raining alot nowadays, and the whole day today since this morning. Glad tt im in knit wear now. If not, the flu is bound to worsen:(
Like as if the nose wasnt bad enough... Now the throat decides to kill me and every time I cough the phlegm out, there will be traces of blood in it.
And now, I terribly need to blow my nose but I have no tissue around me!!! My sky arh!! Y my body so weak??
Like as if the nose wasnt bad enough... Now the throat decides to kill me and every time I cough the phlegm out, there will be traces of blood in it.
And now, I terribly need to blow my nose but I have no tissue around me!!! My sky arh!! Y my body so weak??
Ah Choo!
Like as if the nose wasnt bad enough... Now the throat decides to kill me and every time I cough the phlegm out, there will traces of blood in it.
And now, I terribly need to blow my nose but I have no tissue around me!!! My sky arh!! Y my body so weak??
And now, I terribly need to blow my nose but I have no tissue around me!!! My sky arh!! Y my body so weak??
Sunday 13 January 2013
Term 1 week 2
Just got through the first day of week 2.
Not a good start, I'm still feeling sick... My throbbing head is making me sensitive to sound. My pupils are giving me headache w their constant chattering. My classes were not as well managed as last week due to the headache.
I'm not enjoying myself. And I dun like this. But do I want to lower my expectations and don't push myself too hard?
Maybe I should?
I'm confident of my lesson flow, accompanying resources and musical knowledge. But I'm not sure if I want to do this long term, with the constant headache and heartache from the students.
I know I am good, but lower my expectations? I'm not sure...
I'm not close to many teachers in school either... Sucks to be lonely in school. But this is an adult world, this is a job. Friendship or not, the work still goes on. But isnt this job built from my passion? Then why these pessimistic thoughts? Hope I can recover from all these by tmr. It is still a long week ahead.
Not a good start, I'm still feeling sick... My throbbing head is making me sensitive to sound. My pupils are giving me headache w their constant chattering. My classes were not as well managed as last week due to the headache.
I'm not enjoying myself. And I dun like this. But do I want to lower my expectations and don't push myself too hard?
Maybe I should?
I'm confident of my lesson flow, accompanying resources and musical knowledge. But I'm not sure if I want to do this long term, with the constant headache and heartache from the students.
I know I am good, but lower my expectations? I'm not sure...
I'm not close to many teachers in school either... Sucks to be lonely in school. But this is an adult world, this is a job. Friendship or not, the work still goes on. But isnt this job built from my passion? Then why these pessimistic thoughts? Hope I can recover from all these by tmr. It is still a long week ahead.
Unproductive weekend
Didn't manage to do much, only taught 4 students and nothing else.
The body is not feeling well, having menses, bad flu and headache. I'm feeling breathless and dizzy as well.
Sigh, the body is feeling so weak... But I dowan to take mc on the second week of school. I want to get well and not feel so terrible.
The body is not feeling well, having menses, bad flu and headache. I'm feeling breathless and dizzy as well.
Sigh, the body is feeling so weak... But I dowan to take mc on the second week of school. I want to get well and not feel so terrible.
Thursday 10 January 2013
Suddenly I just feel like writing about...
Snsd's Tiffany.
I'm nt sure y... But a few of her live singing in the recent new songs were disappointing? Her dance moves were out of sync w the others and she was looking sloopish and auntie-ish.
I dun notice her much but the current choreography places her in the middle most of the time and I can't help but to notice how out of place she looks.
Everyone looked so young and bubbly... which fits the genre of the song. And she looks like the odd one out.
Tiffany was ok in the past... But now, I wonder if it's better to shift her back to where she was at the back and bring forward Jessica who has a younger looking appearance? Plus Jessica's voice is more consistent and brighter than Tiffany... Which might be better to maintain the youthful image of snsd.
Nonetheless, the new songs especially "I've got a boy" is fantastic!! Shall write more about it another time!
Ciaoz!
I'm nt sure y... But a few of her live singing in the recent new songs were disappointing? Her dance moves were out of sync w the others and she was looking sloopish and auntie-ish.
I dun notice her much but the current choreography places her in the middle most of the time and I can't help but to notice how out of place she looks.
Everyone looked so young and bubbly... which fits the genre of the song. And she looks like the odd one out.
Tiffany was ok in the past... But now, I wonder if it's better to shift her back to where she was at the back and bring forward Jessica who has a younger looking appearance? Plus Jessica's voice is more consistent and brighter than Tiffany... Which might be better to maintain the youthful image of snsd.
Nonetheless, the new songs especially "I've got a boy" is fantastic!! Shall write more about it another time!
Ciaoz!
Strange day
Said quite a number of wrong things today... Plus I have been constipating for 4 days... Super sad now... Sure just pray for a better tmr... Big day at school... Haix...
Tuesday 1 January 2013
Happy 2013
Happy 2013:)
The bf proposed to me on the 1st of 2013 at the place where we celebrated my first birthday. There was a jam on the only road up mount fabar and I wasn't wearing my best so we stayed in the car.
the bf asked me some weird questions the day before and my mind started guessing whether he is proposing:) Although I had seen it coming, I didn't expect myself to still tear from his proposal. Typing this now still wells up my eyes...
My tears just fell uncontrollably when he told me he hopes to spend a life time with me, and something. I can't remember the exact words, but i felt very touched:) maybe I will ask him again:p
The mind and emotions seem to be quite settled after yesterday but I still need some time to digest and get use to this new status.
Thank you tatty president:) I'm really blessed to be loved by you:) I hope to spend my life with you creating more fantastic memories and experience together:) I <3 u:)
The bf proposed to me on the 1st of 2013 at the place where we celebrated my first birthday. There was a jam on the only road up mount fabar and I wasn't wearing my best so we stayed in the car.
the bf asked me some weird questions the day before and my mind started guessing whether he is proposing:) Although I had seen it coming, I didn't expect myself to still tear from his proposal. Typing this now still wells up my eyes...
My tears just fell uncontrollably when he told me he hopes to spend a life time with me, and something. I can't remember the exact words, but i felt very touched:) maybe I will ask him again:p
The mind and emotions seem to be quite settled after yesterday but I still need some time to digest and get use to this new status.
Thank you tatty president:) I'm really blessed to be loved by you:) I hope to spend my life with you creating more fantastic memories and experience together:) I <3 u:)
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